In my opinion I’ve never done anything strange in bed. However, what may be strange to you may not be strange to me.
Honestly, not that bad. It was more shocking than pain, and the needle goes through really slow so that kinda sucks. But right after they take the needle out it doesn’t hurt at all, so it’s only a few seconds of pain all together.. Well until later when they’re really sore haha, but it’s not bad at all
Try masturbating and getting to know your own body. I know it’s sometimes hard for me to orgasm without me playing with myself. And for me it’s a win-win. I get to play with myself during sex, and my boyfriend enjoys watching me. For a lot of people it’s hard having an orgasm when they are young or tight due to muscle reasons (i think I read that before) but as you get older sex gets better and it will become easier to have just a vaginal orgasm. But personally, having clitoral stimulation and vaginal stimulation is divine But you’re not broken, don’t worry.